I miss you

I miss my family, but I don't want come back China, because I know I will lose my bravery to live home if I get back one time. So I told my perants I would came back after four years, and I never say I miss you when my perants call me. My dear perants, this is my sorry but please don't grumbled me, I just don't have bravery to tell you, it's not mean I 'm not miss you. I love you, and thanks for you, my perants. Please take care of yourself and waiting for me. I'm fine so don't worry about me.

plan

1. I will wake up at 6 or 7 o'clock.
2. reading english and memorize vocabulary before 8 o'clock
3. have breakfast from 8 to 8.30
4. reading and listening english CD
5. at 9.40 go to school
6. have class from 10 am to 4 pm
7. go to gym
8. at 6 pm have dinner
9. at 7 pm do my homework
10. have a shower at 10 pm
11. go to bed

Don't cry, please!

Don't cry, please. But why I feel so sad, and my eyes streaming with tears. Are you happy at here? I don't know. I don't know what things I was think about. I don't know the reason for why I feel so sad, why I cry. I feel so tired, I don't know what I am doing now. I don't have any goal. I don't have power to do anything, I don't know what I want to do in the future. Who can help me, who can have a chat with me, then tell me what can I do. I want someone can know me.

Sunflower

I like this picture. It is very beautiful.
when the first time I saw it, I didn't know the light, the warm yellows light was from sun or the sunflowers.
It take me breath away, I never see a sea of flowers like this.
before the sun went down, when the last sunshine lit up flowers. All of the flowers splay out and absorb energy from the sun, let we saw the beautiful side before they closed their vanes.

I should like to commend this song to you.

MAZE--KIM JAE JOONG

when the first time I listened it, I was shocked by the song.

it let me feel the sound originated with heart and soul.

I was shocked by the sound of jae joong, it was different with other songs.

the feel is can't to use words to express.

I'm waiting you

Hi, my friends, how are you?
I miss you when I just had lunch by myself.
I miss you when I wake up and you are not at here.
I miss you when I going to school alone.
I miss you when I learning but not with you.
I miss you when I cook.
I miss you when I listening Jay zhou's song.
I miss you everyday.
I cherished the memory of that we was together.
My friends, I'm sorry for I can't to graduate with you.
But please remember I'm waiting you at here.
And I will give you a big hug when you coming.
My friends, five months, after five months we will at the same country.
My friends, my close friends, I miss you.
To all of the person in 3AB.

I believe

Once I say I love you I think you would be gone, oh baby~ cuz we are too young to love so I can say little long~ hold you in my arms
but I will be waiting for you to say you want me to be with you I'll live in your love and your dream forever and ever
whenever you look in my eyes there are so many smiles and tears I was born to love feel so deep inside. if you need me I'll be your man
whenever you look in my eyes, I do want to show you my love I make up my mind make your dreams come true. nobody can stop me to say I love you.
How can I ask who you're still looking for I'm the one since love seems to make me blind I try to find all day long but I cannot hold
we talk on the phone every night and so came closer day by day I touch you and kiss you and hold you to feel but in dream
whenever you look in my eyes
there are so many smiles and tears
I was born to love feel so deep inside
If you need me I'll be your man
whenever you look in my eyes I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind make your dreams come true
nobody can stop me to say
I love you~
in my arms, in my soul I want to hold you baby you don't know how much I love you do you baby
Like a sun rising up, I can't stop loving you. can't hold back anymore~
whenever you look in my eyes there are so many smiles and tears
I was born to love feel so deep inside If you need me, I'll be your man
whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind make your dreams come true
nobody can stop me to say, I love you.

the story of snail

Many years ago, I read a story about snail. It's very meaningful.

One day, a young snail ask his mother:"Why we must ??? the shell when we born?"
Mother:"Because me didn't have bones to support our body, we just can creep and slowly, so we need the shell to protect us."

snail:"But why caterpillar didn't have the too heavy, too hard shell? they also didn't have bones and creep slowly."
mother:"Because they can to be a butterfly, the sky will protect them."

snail:"The earthworm didn't have bones, creep slowly and can't to be a butterfly. why they also don't have the too heavy, too hard shell?"
mother:"Because they can drilled in earth, the earth can protect them."

the snail crying:"why just we are so pitiful? the sky and the earth do not protect us."
mother:"So we have the shell. we don't depend on the sky, we also don't depend on the earth,we depend on ourselves."

Golden key Isgaard

I had a dream when I found the golden key
saved all the poor and set the children free
broke every chain and I could even fly
I thought I’d be in the sky
I want to know where to find this golden key
high on the mountain or deep down in the sea
they said all roads come together one day
but where I find my own way
so listen to your soul
the way to reach your goal
it's way to deep inside
just trust your inner godso overcome your fear
and find your treasure here
on searching for a land
you've forgotten in your heart
you can be a hero
it's more than mystery
but word of courage can make the darkness flee
there's that one know where the one of weakness gone
and time I’m trying on
so listen to your soul
the way to reach your goal
it's way to deep inside
just trust your inner god
so overcome your fear
and find your treasure here
on searching for a land
you've forgotten in your heart

My HERO My LOVE

In the world have one person named KIM JAE JOONG.

He is the singer in the group TVXQ. They have five people. He's stage name is HERO.

He like sing song, so he use his life to sing.

He said:"TVXQ is my life, if not have tvxq, there will no me."

When he was 14 years old, he left home went to Seoul, where can help he's dream come ture.

During the day, he learned singing, then he went to work part-time, he had 4 or 5 part-time every day,but he was so young, so he just could earn a little money.

When he didn't have money to pay the accommodation, he just slept at underground.

When he felt hungry, he was eating the noodles who leftovers from a meal.

But he never regret.

Nowadays, he is the super star, he is famous.

He use his time, blood, love, life to work terribly for he's dream. So TVXQ is his life.

he is a hero

our hero
whatever happened

we will be right here

waiting for him

whatever we do trust you

whatever we want to protect you

we know that you won't give up

The tattoos on his back is

"TVFXQ SOUL"

"HOPE TO THE END"

"The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor."

"A song will outlive sermons in the memory."

The good sentence.

Never frown,even when you are sad,because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Miracles sometimes occur，but one has to work terribly for them.

However mean your life is,meet it and live it;do not shun it and call it hard names.

In your life,there will at least one time that you forget yourself for some one,asking for no result ,no company,no ownership nor love.just ask for meeting you in my most beautiful years.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman,who isn't willing to waste their time on you.Just because someone dosen't love you the way want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.