I miss you

I miss my family, but I don't want come back China, because I know I will lose my bravery to live home if I get back one time. So I told my perants I would came back after four years, and I never say I miss you when my perants call me. My dear perants, this is my sorry but please don't grumbled me, I just don't have bravery to tell you, it's not mean I 'm not miss you. I love you, and thanks for you, my perants. Please take care of yourself and waiting for me. I'm fine so don't worry about me.